January nilavae nalamthaana Janaganin magalae sugamthaana Unidathil ennai alli koduthaen Un peyarai en manathil vithaithaen En uyirai un nilalil tholaithaen Ennanamo pesa enni thavithaen
(poi sollathae) x3
January nilavae nalamthaana Janaganin magalae sugamthaana Unidathil ennai alli koduthaen Un peyarai en manathil vithaithaen En uyirai un nilalil tholaithaen Ennanamo pesa enni thavithaen
(poi sollathae) x3
Unnai vida rathium alagillai (poi sollathae)
Unnai vida nathium alagillai (poi sollathae)
Unnai vida malarum alagillai (poi sollathae)
Oooo, unnai vida mayilum alagillai (poi sollathae)
Un patham patta boomi engum jolikum Nee sudi konda kaakithapoo manakkum Un punnagaiyil en manathu thirakkum Un kanasaivil kathal kodi parakkum (poi sollathae) x3
January nilavae nalamthaana Janaganin magalae sugamthaana Unidathil ennai alli koduthaen Un peyarai en manathil vithaithaen En uyirai un nilalil tholaithaen Ennanamo pesa enni thavithaen (poi sollathae) x3
My name is Sarah. I’m working as High Class Call Center (prostitute). Most of time my works are involves with men and sometimes with mature women. Some of you might not understand why I choose this as my career. Family problem and economical situation pushed me to this industry. Even thought I’m prostitute but i living a normal life like others also. I have boyfriend. His name is Michael. He is gigolo. Don’t know whether it is fate or what? Both of us are in relationship for 5 years. Both us never had an intention to change our career. The world is never doing anything for us so why should we care about the world. Since we couple up, i never ask him or him to me to change profession because he is sincere with me same like how im with him.im very lucky because he is not like other guys who cheated their wife and having affair with other girls.
One day when I was waiting for my customer. A middle guy, if not mistake he is father for the small girl. His daughter and he are playing and making fun each other. It was a nice moment. One week after that I told my bf about what I saw. He hold my left hand and say let's get married. Finally, we get married. We plan to find a good work n house to start our new family. Michael got job and but the salary is not good. We can’t afford out living cost because his salary is not enough. We have to move back to our old profession. After 6 months, our marriage starts to give problem when I told him that I’m pregnant. He couldn’t accept it and he is not suspecting me but he couldn’t accept fact that I’m carrying his baby. He scared that in future, any situation that he will get feel that that it is not his baby. I don’t know what to say or blame him. I don’t want to live with him because when this problem occurs it could lead to another problem between us. i plan to abortion this bay and go back to my old profession and be alone.
Once I had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this:
You see this water carefully contained on my hand?" It symbolizes Love. "This was how I saw it. As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds."
This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you.
For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.
* Give and don't expect. * Advise, but don't order. * Ask, but never demand.
It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring."
Passing thought: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....
Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.
Maybe . . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.
Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Maybe .. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
Maybe . . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.
May be . . you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.
Maybe . . . there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.
Maybe … giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.
Maybe .. . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.
"Life is only traveled ONCE; Today’s MOMENT becomes Tomorrow’s MEMORY. Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself…."
A lot of my friend's have wondered why I am depressed most of the time. I really hate talking about it, but this will be the only time I will tell my story.
It all started May 10, 2008. I had finally sworn into the United States Navy, going in to be a Master at Arms. I had the highest of hopes for a promising future with my loving fiance Ashley. Initially, she was upset at the fact that I joined the military. I mean, it was understandable knowing I was going to be gone for some time. But she quickly became very supportive. Everyday, I tried to reassure her that this was for her, so I could provide a better future for her and for me.
Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. And on September 10, 2008 I shipped out. The last I saw of my Ashley was when she dropped me off at my recruiter’s office because my recruiter was taking me to the airport that day. It was slightly raining that early morning, still dark outside. Out in the parking lot, I can still remember her the longest hug of my life. I could not help but to cry when I heard her sobbing in my arms… I love you were the only words I would tell her over and over again. Inevitably, I had to let her go. I stood there in the parking lot as she drove away, waiting until I could no longer see her vehicle. I was on my own from then on out.
I took my flight to Chicago, IL for boot camp, the worst days of my life. Once I got to recruit training, I called Ashley to let her know that I made it to boot camp safely. Unfortunately, the phone call only lasted a minute for the RDC’s were yelling at all of us to get off the phones. I waited weeks to get letters from my baby. I cried after reading all of the letters she had sent. Boot camp was hell, but things with the “wife” were going great. I still had the highest of hopes. Toward the end of my training, I was receiving less and less letters. It made sense to me at the time considering I was graduating soon.
Recruit Heaven. What every boot camper looks forward to. Fortunately, my division got to partake in this recruit privledge. Everything was going great. I was having fun for the first time in months. Then I decided to check my MySpace and my emails. Why not right? I’ve been locked up for so long, it would be nice to see what all I missed. And that’s when I found out that Ashley was cheating on me, “pictures” on her page of her and her new man on Halloween. My heart shattered. I could not breathe nor could hardly even think. I called her as soon as I found out to confront her about this. She denied the whole thing. She denied the whole thing when I have solid proof of what she is doing. Ashley hung up on me, and that was the last I ever heard from her.
How can someone go from loving their partner so much to removing them completely out of their life. She changed her phone number, email addresses, and blocked me from everything so I couldn’t contact her. Just dropped me like I never existed in a matter of minutes. No one will ever understand what I went through. I sacrificed everything. I loved her so much.
Well, after graduating boot camp, I went through a bad depression. I could not get her off my mind. I could not stop loving her. She was my everything, the reason I breathe everyday. I went through my Master at Arms A School without anyone. I never drank in my life until the whole ordeal with Ashley. This depression will not go away.
Right now, I am currently stationed in Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. It’s been about 7 months since the break up. My depression has subsided a lot since but is still present. I have learned to live with the fact that my true love was not my true love after all. But just a sad memory that will forever linger in my head. All I need is closure so I could move on. But I never got that. I don’t want to burden my next love with my past. It won’t be fair to her. I don’t want to burden my friends anymore with the my almost non existent social life. I just want to be truly happy again. It’s hard enough being in the military over seas.
So that is my story. The reason why who I am today. A smile on the outside. Miserable inside. True story that love does come to an end, but never will I give up. I’ll find the right woman for me someday. Someone who is worth all the love I can give. But until then, I remain miserably alone.
My name is naranteran.age 24.Date of birth is 11 dec 1985. Currently i'm staying at cyberjaya,selangor.If anyone got any suggestion can messengers with me at naran_11@hotmail.com @ shinoyoku01@yahoo.com.sg
Mani Ratnam at Margazhi Raagam launch
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Check this link for the video of Mani Ratnam speaking at the Margazhi Raagam
DVD launch. It felt great hearing Mani Ratnam speak about music!
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